feels like im livin in a never ending story. reoccuring like a melody lalala fuck this shit
letter 15- my real friends I’m sorry I’m not who I am anymore I’m crazy…sorry
letter 16-it’s sad your never gonna see this but u were my best friend and now nothing.wish I can change everything
I hate when u can’t do anything bout what u want
I know i deserve the hate nd to be called a asshole.but it takes shit to happen for me to learn.and I love you I don’t want or need anything else but you.and to make this right ima sit here and wait for you
Im angry at everything all the time
Cuz my mind keeps playing tricks
On me makes me feel as if ill never be fine
This life is to difficult mabey because its mine
I hate thinking like this is how things are suppose to be
Even at times it seems nothing like it really isn’t about me
Its more about others but I cant go on and hate on others
Want to pull the hair out of my head
Want to pull the triggler and let out the lead
Wana make something of myself before im dead
Cuz I wana leave something for people to remember
Thought I was sick smoked a cigg and couldn’t remember
Depressed wreck and but the next day I couldn’t remember
As if every time im so deep in this shit its all new
Like this feeling is something I never knew
I cant say I wana go quick to jump to a conclusion
Mabey all these thoughts are because im in my own delusion
So stressed, gun pressed , no rest, heart racing in my chest
Alone in my room, feel like when im alone im at my best
I cant help it, im in danger, so I ask people to pray for me
Because these feelings might bet he death of me
Five People that mean a lot to me:
-Myself
-my cloest friend
-percocets and weed
-the girl of my dreams
-i have no more friends
Letter 1-
Dear Erick, you’ve been my man since god know when. if any i ever needed somethin or anything i can come to you and cant ask for much. know me like a book. laugh like theres no tomrrow you got a heart and a mind like no other kid i know. your my man to death.always remember that
Letter 2-
Dear crush,
im happy i just met you. yea there’s a past i have i dont wana worry about cuz i have you and you rellie surprised me real good. and i cant ask for naything else im seein you tonight hopefully that goes good =)
Letter 3-
Dear mom and dad,
as much as you both annoy the living shit out of me you guys are always there for me and i cant ask for more. thank you for everything even tho youll never read this
letter 4-
Naim- as much as your a fucking asshole dickhead i cant say anything but thank you cuz you made me who i am, im sorry for not being that good of a younger brother but at least i tried my hardest cuz all i can ask for is you to give me more trust and love i cant ask for anything more.
Letter 13- Dear Gabby Grassi, please forgive me
letter 5- Dear dreams, wtf?
Letter 01 — Your Best Friend
Letter 02 — Your Crush
Letter 03 — Your parents
Letter 04 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Letter 05 — Your dreams
Letter 06 — A stranger
Letter 07 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Letter 08 — Your favorite internet friend
Letter 09 — Someone you wish you could meet
Letter 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Letter 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Letter 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Letter 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Letter 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Letter 15 — The person you miss the most
Letter 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Letter 17 — Someone from your childhood
Letter 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Letter 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Letter 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Letter 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Letter 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Letter 23 — The last person you kissed
Letter 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Letter 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Letter 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Letter 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Letter 28 — Someone that changed your life
Letter 29 — The person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Letter 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
Pull a mac out, aim it at the sky while im running from this black cloud
my mind screaming insanities but my actions speak out loud
hate consuming my heart,conciseness consuming my life from
the start Hard to tell whats going on. keeping
my distance from society cuz my mind is gone
thinking out the box,but stuck on the corner,
an outcast i dont care if im a loner
fronted on people who i thought i knew. found out the only person
you can count on is you
so im leaving recoganition to those who
are going through the motion
write it down so i can keep focus stressed cuz
i never let it get the best of me
not even my closest freidns get a bit of me
so ahead of my time,i feel like a prophet
words producing documentarys as if you can watch it
feelings so deep as if you can touch it but im going insane and
i dont wana stop it.….
